BECAUSE, I am trying to expand the people in my life that can support me, encourage me, and help with this loneliness that continues to plague me. Today, I went to a "purpose" group for women. The "purpose" being to try and figure out what one wants from life; to figure out who you are at this point in time. I probably would not have gone, except for the encouragement of the ONE friend that I do have in my life. I was so anxious when I first arrived. I thought, what have I gotten myself into now. But as it turns out, it was not as bad as I had anticipated. The other ladies were nice. I felt bad for a couple of them. They were using walkers to get around. They need kindness in their lives. I need to show kindness. I like to help people. So maybe this is a good thing. ????